Sunday, 16 November 2025

Millennials: The Generation Stuck in the Loading Screen

Millennials are basically the middle children of the universe—born right after Gen X, before Gen Z, and currently trapped in a permanent identity crisis. We’re Generation Y… and honestly we’re still asking “WHY?”


Why were we born?

To obey our parents like Gen X, but secretly want to rebel like Gen Z.

To respect everyone’s feelings but barely understand our own.

To be humble but also to “practise self-love”—which our brains still treat like a software update we keep snoozing.


Raised by “Don’t Talk Back” but Inspired by “Say It Loud”

Our parents: “Respect your elders. Don’t question anything.”

Gen Z: “Uh no. Here’s my TED talk on why you’re wrong.”

Us: practicing a speech in the mirror for three days and still saying, “It’s okay” even when it is absolutely NOT okay.


The Polite Generation of Silent Panic

We apologise when someone else bumps into us.

We say “no worries!” while internally having 42 worries.We want to speak up, but our confidence is still buffering…Loading… 13%… please wait…

Most Misunderstood but Expected to Understand Everyone

Boomers think we’re fragile.

Gen Z thinks we’re old.

Gen X thinks we’re dramatic.

Meanwhile we’re just trying to decide whether a nap is self-care or avoidance.

But Honestly? We’re Awesome

We survived dial-up, Nokia phones, and MySpace heartbreaks.

We can fix a printer and decode Gen Z slang. 

We’re respectful and rebellious, anxious and ambitious, confused but still functioning… somehow.

We are the human version of a multi-tab browser:

Overthinking, overheated, but refusing to shut down.

So here’s to us—Millennials:

Healing trauma, drinking iced coffee, pretending everything is fine, and Googling “how to love yourself” like responsible adults.


Sunday, 7 September 2025

Between Dream and Reality

 I feel you… deeply, strongly… as if you truly exist somewhere in this vast world. But where? I don’t know. My heart whispers that you might be out there, yet another part of me fears you’re nothing more than a fragile creation of my imagination.

Still, I wish—just once—I could meet you, touch you, feel your presence. This feeling isn’t random; it’s different. My heart races, butterflies stir in my stomach, my breath quickens. All I want is for you to be real… to exist, to be near, to let me find you.

Before I leave this world, I long to see you, to reach out and know you’re not just a dream. A piece of my heart still aches for you, still waits for you. I see you when I close my eyes, but when I wake, you’re gone. And my heart… it weeps for you.


Saturday, 30 August 2025

Unspoken Raaga

 

Chapter 1: The First Meeting

The ballroom buzzed with the polite hum of networking conversations, punctuated by the clink of teacups and the faint, canned music from the hotel speakers. The organizers had labeled the break as “High Tea,” but the buffet counter betrayed the truth—lukewarm samosas, tiny sandwiches with more bread than filling, and coffee that tasted suspiciously instant.

Aarav Sharma stood slightly away from the crowd, his blazer draped over his arm, balancing a cup of coffee that he already regretted picking up. He wasn’t much for corporate mingling. Years of architectural site visits had taught him to prefer the blunt honesty of dust and blueprints over the carefully rehearsed smiles of these events.

On the other side of the counter, Meera Kapoor was trying to juggle her notepad, a tote bag filled with brochures, and a plate with one samosa. Her pen slipped, clattering softly to the carpet before rolling toward Aarav’s polished shoes.

He bent down, picked it up, and held it out.

Aarav (smiling, a touch amused): “I think this belongs to you. Or is it a new networking strategy?”

Meera (laughing, slightly embarrassed): “If it were, it clearly needs work. Dropped pens don’t seem as effective as exchanged business cards.”

She accepted the pen, brushing back a stray strand of hair as she steadied her plate. Aarav noticed her eyes—alert, bright, with a hint of mischief that felt out of place in the otherwise formal room.

They stood side by side for a moment, both eyeing the refreshments.

Meera (muttering under her breath, enough for him to hear): “High tea, they said. I was expecting something elegant. Not reheated samosas.”

Aarav chuckled, taking a sip of his bitter coffee.

Aarav: “And this coffee tastes like it’s been filtered through regret. You’d think for the registration fee we paid, they could’ve managed a barista.”

Meera burst out laughing, almost spilling her chai. People nearby turned briefly, surprised at the casual humor cutting through the otherwise polite corporate chatter.

Meera: “So, Mr…?”

Aarav (nodding politely): “Aarav. Architect. Panelist.”

Meera: “Meera. Marketing. Audience.”

They exchanged a knowing smile, one professional to another, bound by the shared irony of conferences that promised more than they delivered. For a few minutes, the conversation flowed—about the panel discussions, the jargon-laden presentations, the irony of people discussing sustainability while handing out glossy pamphlets no one would read.

Then, as the bell rang to signal the next session, the moment broke. Attendees began shuffling back into the hall, adjusting their lanyards, collecting their notes.

Meera tucked her pen back into her notepad. Aarav placed his empty cup on the tray.

They looked at each other, both as if about to say something more—but didn’t.

No phone numbers were exchanged. No LinkedIn requests made. Just a polite nod, a small smile, and a quiet sense that this was not quite the end.

As Meera walked back toward her table, she found herself glancing over her shoulder once. Aarav was already lost in the crowd, but the conversation lingered—like the faint aftertaste of chai, warm and unexpected.

 

 

Chapter 2: The Digital Thread

Back at his desk the next morning, Aarav stared at the glow of his laptop screen. He had deadlines waiting—layouts to finalize, contractor calls to return—but his mind kept circling back to yesterday’s conference.

That laugh.
That effortless way she had turned a dull coffee break into something memorable.
And the way she’d walked away without leaving even a trace behind.

He wasn’t the kind of man to chase strangers. His life was built on discipline and restraint—he was married, committed, and in a routine that didn’t allow for distractions. Yet, there was something about Meera Kapoor that clung to his thoughts like the faint scent of rain after a storm.

On an impulse, Aarav opened LinkedIn.

The search bar blinked at him expectantly. He typed slowly, almost guiltily—Meera Kapoor.

Dozens of profiles appeared. He scrolled past a few until he saw her: the same sharp eyes, the same professional smile in a neatly taken display picture. Digital Marketing Manager at a prominent Bangalore firm.

His cursor hovered over the blue Connect button. He hesitated.

What if she thought it strange? What if she wondered why an architect she’d spoken to for all of five minutes was suddenly adding her?

He leaned back in his chair, rubbing his temple. This wasn’t about crossing boundaries. It wasn’t flirtation. It was… curiosity. A need to extend that unfinished conversation.

Finally, with a small exhale, he clicked Connect.

He added a note, deliberate, careful:

“Good to meet you at the Sustainability Conference yesterday. Enjoyed our brief conversation over the samosas and coffee. Would be glad to stay connected professionally. — Aarav.”

He read it twice, making sure it was neutral. Professional. Safe. Then, he pressed Send.

The request floated off into the digital ether.

For the rest of the day, he found himself checking LinkedIn more often than usual, though he’d never admit it. Every refresh of the page brought a tiny flicker of anticipation.

That night, just before logging off, the notification appeared:
“Meera Kapoor has accepted your invitation.”

Aarav stared at the screen, smiling faintly. Something shifted—subtle, invisible, yet undeniable.

In the quiet glow of his study lamp, it felt like the beginning of a thread. A thread spun delicately between two strangers, now tethered by nothing more than a click and a memory of samosas and laughter.

 

 

Chapter 3: The Coffee Invitation

Two weeks passed since the conference. Their LinkedIn connection had grown into a polite trickle of likes, the occasional comment on a post, and a few safe exchanges about work. Nothing personal, nothing reckless—just enough to keep that faint thread alive.

On a Friday afternoon, Aarav found himself near Meera’s office. He had been at a client site visit in Indiranagar, and while waiting for his cab, he noticed the familiar glass-fronted building with the logo of her firm.

The thought came uninvited: She works here.

For a few minutes, he stood uncertain. Then, almost before he realized what he was doing, he pulled out his phone and typed a message.

Aarav (text):
Hey Meera, I just realized I’m near your office for a site visit. Thought I’d check—any chance you’re free for a quick coffee? No pressure, only if you can step away for a bit.

He read the message twice before hitting send. Professional enough, casual enough, but with just enough warmth to make his intent clear: I’d like to see you again.

The three dots blinked for what felt like an eternity.

Meera (reply):
Ha, what are the odds! Give me 10 minutes—I’ll escape before someone drags me into another meeting.

Aarav smiled, tucking his phone back into his pocket. He felt strangely lighter, almost like a schoolboy making impromptu plans after class.

The Coffee Shop

They met at a small café tucked away from the main road, one of those places frequented by office-goers escaping cafeteria food. Meera walked in briskly, her ID card still around her neck, hair slightly out of place from the afternoon’s rush.

Meera (teasing): “So, you’re sight-seeing around my office now? Should I be concerned?”

Aarav (grinning): “Pure coincidence. Though I’ll admit, not a bad one.”

They ordered—her usual masala chai, his black coffee. The conversation, at first, was work-safe: campaign strategies, architecture deadlines, the eternal Bangalore traffic. But slowly, as the minutes stretched, it slipped into softer spaces.

They spoke about childhood cities, favorite authors, even the kind of music that kept them sane during long days. Aarav discovered Meera had a weakness for old ghazals, the kind his father used to play on Sunday mornings. Meera learned Aarav carried a sketchbook in his bag, always, in case inspiration struck.

Between the laughter and the pauses, the air held something unspoken. Not romantic in a loud, reckless way—but intimate, like the warmth of a candle between them.


The Return

When her phone buzzed with a reminder for a client call, Meera sighed.

Meera: “Duty calls. If I disappear any longer, my team will send out a search party.”

They walked back toward her office. Before parting, she glanced at him and smiled.

Meera: “Thanks for the coffee. It was… nice. Unexpectedly nice.”

Aarav (softly): “Unexpected things usually are.”

As she disappeared into the glass building, Aarav stood for a moment longer on the pavement, the noise of traffic rushing around him.

It was just coffee. Just conversation. Yet he felt the quiet certainty of something beginning—something neither of them had named, but both had already stepped into.

 

 

Chapter 4: The Gentle Shift

It began, as most things do, with something ordinary.

Aarav had messaged Meera about helping with the branding for one of his upcoming architectural projects — a cultural center he was designing in Whitefield. Her firm had experience in that space, and asking her advice felt natural, even professional.

Aarav (text):
Would you mind giving me a quick perspective on this? Only if you have a few minutes.

Meera (reply):
Of course. Send it across. You architects make things look beautiful, but sometimes forget people have to actually find them on Instagram.

Her teasing reply made him smile.


They met one afternoon in a quiet café near her office to discuss his project brochure. At first, the conversation was firmly on-topic—fonts, color palettes, the tone of the campaign. Aarav took notes diligently, asking thoughtful questions. Meera, in her element, spoke animatedly about digital storytelling, her hands sketching invisible ideas in the air.

But as the coffee cooled between them, the conversation drifted—without either of them noticing.

Fonts gave way to favorite books.
Color palettes led to a discussion of old Bollywood film posters.
And somewhere between debating whether 90s music was cheesy or iconic, they both realized they were laughing too easily, too freely, for two people who had met under the banner of “professional networking.”


The meetings repeated themselves—sometimes planned, sometimes spontaneous. Once it was about his client presentation, another time about a campaign she was struggling with. Slowly, the lines blurred.

The café meetings began to include conversations that had nothing to do with work at all: childhood memories, funny stories about school, even the odd rant about family expectations. Neither of them announced this shift. It just happened.


One evening, as they were packing up after reviewing layouts, Aarav caught himself saying:

Aarav: “I don’t think I’ve laughed this much during a work discussion before.”

Meera paused, her eyes lingering on his for a beat longer than usual.

Meera (lightly, brushing it off): “That’s because this stopped being just work a while ago.”

The words hung in the air, casual and joking, yet carrying a truth neither dared to unpack.


By the time they walked out into the Bangalore evening traffic, the change had already happened. They didn’t label it, didn’t discuss it. But somewhere along the way, professional courtesy had softened into companionship.

And they hadn’t even realized when.

 

 

Chapter 5: The Quiet Restlessness

The days slipped into a rhythm neither Aarav nor Meera had planned, yet both found themselves following. Messages exchanged under the pretext of work. Quick coffees that stretched into an hour. Walks after meetings that had nothing to do with deadlines.

It was all so ordinary, yet it carried a weight neither of them could name.


Aarav’s Side

At his desk one morning, Aarav found himself opening his phone without thinking, waiting for the small blue dot of a new message from Meera. When it didn’t come, the silence felt oddly heavy.

He shook his head, frustrated with himself. Why am I waiting? He had no right. His life was already spoken for—his home, his commitments, his marriage. And yet, there was no denying it: the thought of meeting her again made his heart beat faster than it had in years.


Meera’s Side

For Meera, the realization came one late evening, after a long day of work. She caught herself smiling at her phone—not because of a meme, not because of a funny reel, but because she was rereading a message from Aarav:

“Don’t forget to breathe. Even deadlines need patience.”

Simple, harmless words. But she couldn’t ignore the warmth they carried.

She sat back, pressing the phone to her chest, feeling both foolish and alive. It wasn’t love, she told herself. It couldn’t be. But whatever it was, it made her day lighter.


The Meetings

Each time they met, the pull grew stronger. Not dramatic, not reckless—just a quiet, undeniable joy.

A shared cup of chai at the street corner outside her office.
A spontaneous walk in Cubbon Park after a client meeting.
A conversation in a bookstore aisle that lingered long after they should have gone home.

Every time they parted, both promised themselves it would be the last “casual” meeting. And every time, the urge to meet again proved stronger.


The Confusion

Neither spoke of it. Neither confessed. The silence was both a shield and a torment.

There were moments when the air between them grew charged: a pause too long, a glance that lingered, the brushing of hands while passing a book across the table. Each moment passed unacknowledged, tucked away under the safe cover of friendship.

But when they were apart, the confusion pressed harder.

Aarav’s thought: Am I imagining this? Or does she feel it too?
Meera’s thought: Why does seeing him make everything brighter? Why does it also scare me?


The Unspoken Truth

One evening, as they stood outside the café where they had just finished coffee, a strange silence fell. Neither wanted to leave. Neither wanted to name the reason.

Meera (finally, softly): “We keep meeting… again and again.”

Aarav (smiling faintly, his voice low): “Yes. And somehow, it never feels enough.”

They didn’t look at each other after that. They didn’t say more.

They simply walked away in opposite directions, both carrying the same restless truth in their hearts:

They were happy—achingly, dangerously happy—in each other’s presence.
And happiness, in this form, was both a gift and a wound.

 

 

Chapter 6: The Weight of Two Worlds

The cab ride home felt heavier than usual. Neither Aarav nor Meera spoke of it, yet both carried the same quiet storm inside. The laughter they had shared over coffee still echoed in their minds, mingled with the confusion of unspoken truths.

When Aarav reached his apartment, he paused at the door for a moment, his hand resting on the keys. He took a deep breath, as if bracing himself, before finally turning the lock.

The door swung open.

“Papa!” A small pair of feet rushed across the tiled floor. His seven-year-old daughter leaped into his arms, wrapping him in a fierce hug that knocked the air from his lungs. Aarav bent low, hugging her tightly, kissing the top of her head.

His wife, Ananya, appeared from the kitchen, wiping her hands on her dupatta. She smiled warmly, walking up to embrace him.

“You’re late today,” she said softly, slipping her arms around him in a familiar, practiced affection. “Dinner’s almost ready. Fresh rotis. You must be starving.”

Aarav smiled faintly, holding both his daughter and his wife close. A wave of guilt, sudden and sharp, surged through him. This is home. This is love. What am I doing searching for joy outside of it?


On the other side of the city, Meera was living her own version of the same moment.

The elevator doors opened to the chaos of toys scattered in the hallway. Before she could even place her bag down, her son barreled toward her, laughter bubbling as he clung to her waist.

“Mumma! You’re finally home!” he shouted, his voice full of innocent delight.

Meera knelt, pulling him into her arms, breathing in the familiar scent of soap and crayons. In that instant, her heart ached with both love and something unnameable.

Her husband, Karan, walked in from the living room, smiling as he leaned down to kiss her cheek. He took her bag from her shoulder.

“Long day?” he asked, genuine concern in his tone. “Come, sit. I made chai for you.”

Meera blinked, forcing a smile. She nodded, grateful yet unsettled.


In the quiet of their respective homes, Aarav and Meera lived the same contradiction:
Loved by their families. Needed by their children. Anchored by marriages that were safe and stable.

And yet, in the deepest corners of their hearts, they carried a warmth that didn’t belong to these walls—a warmth born from someone else’s laughter, someone else’s presence.

It was not betrayal, not even confessed affection. But it was something real.

As they lay in bed that night beside their spouses, both found themselves staring at the ceiling, restless, replaying the same unspoken thought:

Why does happiness feel heavier when it comes from the wrong place?

 

 

Chapter 7: Drawing Lines

The morning sunlight streamed into Meera’s kitchen as she packed her son’s tiffin, carefully layering parathas between sheets of foil. Karan kissed her forehead before leaving for work, his usual, easy affection steady and familiar.

On the outside, everything was normal.
On the inside, Meera’s heart was restless.

The memory of the previous evening lingered—her son’s laughter, her husband’s concern, the warmth of her family’s embrace. It collided with another memory: Aarav’s smile across the café table, the comfort of his words, the strange happiness that bloomed in his presence.

Meera knew she was standing on a precipice. One more step forward, and the balance of everything she had built—her marriage, her motherhood, her reputation—could tilt dangerously.

By the time she reached her office, she had made her decision. Distance. It’s the only way. Better to step back now, before the line blurs further.


The First Call

That afternoon, her phone buzzed.
Aarav (call): Incoming…

Meera’s thumb hovered over the screen. For a heartbeat, she considered answering. Instead, she let it ring out, her pulse quickening as she forced herself to focus on the open spreadsheet in front of her.

Moments later, a message appeared:
Aarav (text): Hey, thought I’d check if you’re free for coffee today. I’m nearby.

Her fingers hesitated, then typed carefully:
Meera (reply): Hey, Aarav. Sorry, packed schedule today. Too many meetings. Maybe another time.

She read it twice before hitting send. It was polite. Neutral. Professional. But even as she pressed Send, she felt the hollowness in her chest.


Aarav’s Confusion

Across town, Aarav frowned at his screen. Meera’s message was simple, harmless—but he could sense the distance in it. For the first time in weeks, he felt an unfamiliar pang.

Was she pulling away? Did he do something wrong? Or was he only imagining the shift?

He typed a reply, then deleted it. He didn’t want to push. Not yet.


The Pattern

Over the next few days, the pattern repeated.
Whenever Aarav called, Meera responded with a polite excuse: client meeting, deadline pressure, late-night work. None of it was untrue—her work was demanding—but none of it was the full truth either.

What she didn’t tell him was that she missed their conversations. That she felt her fingers itch to reply more warmly. That she had to stop herself from re-reading their old chats late at night.

Instead, she chose silence—believing it was safer for both of them.


The Quiet Ache

That evening, as she watched her son draw messy stars in his notebook, Meera felt a wave of tenderness. This is my world. This is where I belong.

And yet, in the quiet corner of her mind, she heard the echo of Aarav’s laughter, felt the shadow of his presence.

It hurt, this deliberate distance. But sometimes, she reminded herself, pain was the price of dignity.

 

 

Chapter 8: The Unspoken Question

The universe, it seemed, had its own plans.

Despite Meera’s careful attempts to pull away, a new assignment brought her and Aarav back into the same orbit. His cultural center project had officially engaged her firm for branding, and she was part of the core team. There was no avoiding him now.

That morning, they found themselves sitting across the same conference table in a glass-walled office, the hum of a projector filling the silence between presentations. Their colleagues discussed logos and campaigns, but Aarav’s gaze kept drifting to Meera. She was composed, professional, her pen tapping lightly against her notepad.

When the meeting ended, she gathered her files quickly, almost too quickly, avoiding his eyes. Aarav hesitated, then finally spoke:

Aarav (quietly, as they stepped into the corridor): “Meera… can we talk? Just for a few minutes.”

She froze for a moment, then nodded, her face unreadable.


The Conversation

They walked to the café on the ground floor, away from their colleagues. The smell of coffee and the soft background music did little to ease the tightness in the air.

For a while, neither spoke. Aarav stirred his coffee absently, his eyes fixed on the swirl. Finally, he broke the silence.

Aarav: “You’ve been… distant. I thought we were friends. Did I do something wrong?”

Meera shifted uncomfortably, her fingers curling around her cup. She wanted to avoid the conversation, but she knew she couldn’t anymore.

Meera (hesitant, after a pause): “You didn’t do anything wrong, Aarav. It’s me. I… I needed to step back.”

Aarav (frowning softly): “Step back? From what? We only talk, have coffee, share ideas. Is that so wrong?”

Meera looked up, meeting his eyes for the first time. There was concern in them, genuine and searching. It made it harder.

She took a deep breath.

Meera (slowly, carefully): “Aarav… I’m married. I have a family. A husband. A son. This—” she gestured between them, her voice trembling slightly “—whatever this is, it makes me happy. Too happy, maybe. But if you have… any kind of romantic expectation from me, then it will only lead to complications. It will be a failed attempt. And I can’t… I won’t allow that.”

The words hung in the air, heavy, unflinching.


Aarav’s Response

For a long moment, Aarav said nothing. He simply watched her, his jaw tight, his hands clenched lightly around his cup. Inside, his heart twisted—not because her words surprised him, but because he already knew them to be true.

Finally, he nodded, his voice low and steady.

Aarav: “I know. I’m married too. I have a family waiting for me every evening. And I would never want to hurt them. Or you. But… can I be honest with you, Meera?”

She swallowed hard, bracing herself.

Aarav (softly): “I don’t know what this is between us. I don’t have a name for it. But it feels… rare. And no matter how much I try, I can’t ignore it.”

Meera’s eyes burned. She looked away, focusing on the window where the city traffic blurred into streaks of red and white.

Meera (whispering): “That’s what scares me.”


The Aftermath

They sat in silence, the weight of honesty pressing between them. Neither reached for the other’s hand. Neither dared to move closer.

When they finally stood to leave, there were no promises made, no declarations exchanged. Only the quiet knowledge that the line between them had now been spoken aloud.

It was not love confessed.
It was love restrained.
And sometimes, that was even harder.

 

 

Chapter 9: The Silence of No Secrets

The following week, they both tried.
Tried to go back to what they had been before.

At the office meetings, Meera spoke only when necessary, keeping her tone clipped and professional. Aarav responded in kind, nodding politely, speaking only about the project. On the surface, everything looked normal.

But beneath that practiced restraint, there was an unease neither could shake. The absence of their private warmth felt louder than any laughter they had once shared.


The Slip

One evening, after another long round of presentations, they found themselves alone in the empty conference room. The rest of the team had already left. Papers lay scattered on the table, the projector humming softly before fading into silence.

Meera began gathering her files quickly, but Aarav’s voice stopped her.

Aarav (quietly): “Meera… we can’t keep pretending.”

She froze, her hands clutching the folder. Slowly, she looked up. His face was calm, but his eyes carried something deeper—something he had been holding back.

He drew in a breath, steadying himself.

Aarav: “You told me your truth. That you’re married, that you have a son. And you were right to remind me of the boundaries. But if you think I’m untouched by the same—” he hesitated, his voice low “—you’re wrong.”

He paused, then continued, the words spilling out as if they had been caged too long.

Aarav: “I have a family too. A wife who has stood beside me for years. A daughter who runs into my arms every evening. And I love them. Truly. But still… every time I see you, Meera, something inside me feels alive in a way I can’t explain. I’ve tried to silence it. I’ve tried to hide it. But I don’t want to hide anymore. Not from you.”


No Secrets Left

Meera’s breath caught in her throat. She had known, of course. But hearing it, spoken aloud, stripped away the thin veil they had both been clinging to.

She sank into a chair, setting her folder aside, her hands trembling.

Meera (softly, after a long pause): “So now it’s all out. No secrets between us.”

Aarav nodded, his gaze steady.

Aarav: “No secrets.”

The words settled into the air like a confession and a burden both.

For a moment, the silence between them felt unbearable. But then, strangely, it also felt freeing.

There was nothing left unsaid. No hidden glances, no unspoken questions. Just two people, sitting in the quiet, aware of the pull between them, aware of the lives that anchored them elsewhere.


The Stillness

They didn’t move closer. They didn’t reach for each other.

They simply sat there in the silence of truth, letting it wrap around them like a heavy shawl. For the first time, there was no pretense.

And yet, even stripped bare of secrets, the feeling between them remained—steady, undeniable, and all the more poignant for being restrained.

When they finally stood to leave, there were no promises of distance and no reckless declarations. Just a shared look, an understanding:

They had reached a place where silence spoke louder than words.

And in that silence, they would have to learn how to live.

 

 

Chapter 10: The Weight of Goodbye

The decision came quietly, like the settling of dust after a storm.

They didn’t fight about it. They didn’t dramatize it. One look across the table in the small café they had once made their own, and both understood what had to be said.

Meera (softly): “This isn’t sustainable, Aarav. We both know it.”

Aarav (nodding, his voice low): “I know. Every time I go home, I feel the weight of what we’re doing. Or not doing. Even silence feels like betrayal now.”

Neither of them touched their cups. The tea and coffee sat cooling, forgotten between them.


The Decision

Meera: “We should stop meeting like this. Step back. Move on. Before this becomes something… we can’t undo.”

The words hurt as they left her lips, but she forced them out. Her mind replayed her son’s laughter, her husband’s gentle concern. She had no right to gamble with that.

Aarav (after a pause): “If distance is what protects what we love, then yes. You’re right.”

There was no anger in his tone. Only resignation.

But inside, Aarav felt something crack—quiet, invisible, but real.


The Heaviness

When they parted that evening, they didn’t look back. No lingering glances, no unspoken promises. Just two people walking away in opposite directions, each carrying a burden heavier than they had expected.

For Meera, the heaviness came in small moments: staring too long at her phone screen, waiting for a message that wouldn’t come. Reaching for her cup of chai at the office and remembering his quiet jokes. The ache of absence lived in the most ordinary routines.

For Aarav, it appeared in the silences at home. He watched his daughter chatter about school, his wife discusses weekend plans, and he felt both love and guilt twist inside him. He smiled, he nodded, he played the role he was meant to play. And yet, in the quiet spaces of his mind, he missed the laughter that only Meera could draw out of him.


The Restless Nights

Nights became the hardest. Both of them lying beside their respective spouses, eyes open in the dark, staring at ceilings that offered no answers.

The decision had been right. They both knew it.
But the right thing did not always feel like the easy thing.

Meera’s thought: If it hurts this much to let go, what does that say about what we had?
Aarav’s thought: If silence feels heavier than words, can we really call this moving on?


The Unfinished Story

Days stretched into weeks. They avoided calls, messages, and meetings unless strictly professional. On the surface, life carried on as it always had—children to raise, deadlines to meet, households to manage.

But deep within, both carried the same truth:
Their decision to part ways was not an end.
It was only a pause—an ellipsis in a sentence that refused to close.

And the heaviness of that pause followed them everywhere.

 

 

Chapter 11: The Unavoidable Meeting

It had been nearly a month since their quiet decision to part ways. A month of silence, of messages left unsent, of conversations swallowed before they reached the surface.

Meera had thrown herself into her work, doubling her hours, hoping exhaustion would numb the ache. Aarav, too, had buried himself in site visits and sketches, trying to draw lines on paper that would distract him from the lines he could no longer cross in his own heart.

But fate, as always, had its own designs.


The Event

The cultural center project—their project—was finally entering its public phase. The client had arranged a soft launch event: an evening gathering at the nearly completed site, with media, stakeholders, and all collaborators invited.

Meera almost considered backing out. The thought of seeing Aarav again made her stomach twist. But it was her work. Her responsibility. She couldn’t avoid it.

When she arrived, dressed in a crisp kurta with a dupatta draped neatly, she caught sight of him across the hall. Aarav stood near the stage, in a simple blazer, speaking with a group of architects. The sight of him—familiar, steady, achingly close—made her breath hitch.

For a moment, she thought of leaving. But then his eyes found hers.

The world seemed to fall away.


The Encounter

Later, after the formal speeches, they crossed paths by the display boards. Neither could pretend anymore.

Aarav (quietly, his voice steadier than he felt): “So… here we are. Again.”

Meera looked down at the floor, then back up, her lips trembling with words she couldn’t say.

Meera (softly): “I told myself I wouldn’t… feel this way again. But…”

Her voice broke. She didn’t finish the sentence. She didn’t need to.

Aarav’s hand tightened around the folder he was holding, as if it were the only thing keeping him grounded.

Aarav (low, almost to himself): “I tried too. God knows, I tried.”

Their eyes locked. No words could capture the storm raging in that silence—relief at seeing each other again, guilt at feeling so much, the undeniable rush of happiness they had both been starving for.


The Overwhelmed Heart

They didn’t touch. They didn’t move closer. Yet both felt the air between them crackle with everything they weren’t saying.

Meera’s heart pounded so loudly she feared someone nearby might hear it. Aarav could feel his throat tighten, his chest heavy with emotions he had sworn to bury.

For a moment, it seemed as though the world might tilt, that they might abandon all boundaries.

But just as quickly, reality reasserted itself. Colleagues drifted past, voices filled the air, and the spell broke.


The Aftermath

They parted with nothing more than a nod, their faces composed for the watching world. But inside, both carried the same truth:

Distance had failed. Restraint had failed.

The heart, despite everything, had remembered.

And now, the silence between them was heavier than ever—because it was no longer about what they hid, but about what they could no longer deny.

 

 

Chapter 12: Facing the Truth

The meeting at the cultural center had shaken them both. For days after, neither Meera nor Aarav could focus fully on their lives.

At home, Meera moved through her routines like clockwork—packing tiffins, attending client calls, reading bedtime stories—but in the spaces between, her thoughts wandered. Aarav’s voice, his eyes, his silence—they haunted her more than his presence ever had.

Aarav, too, felt the strain. His sketches blurred. His wife asked him twice if something was wrong, and he smiled it away. But every night, when he lay awake, it was Meera’s face that lingered in the darkness, her half-finished sentence playing on a loop in his mind.

They had tried silence. They had tried distance. Neither had worked.

So finally, almost as if led by the same invisible pull, they decided.

Aarav (text):
We can’t keep circling this, Meera. Let’s meet. One last time, to come to a conclusion.

For a long while, there was no reply. Then, her message appeared.

Meera (text):
Yes. We should.


The Meeting

They chose a quiet café tucked into one of Bangalore’s older neighborhoods—a place where no colleagues or acquaintances were likely to stumble upon them. The café smelled of cardamom and old wood, its dim corners offering a kind of anonymity.

When Meera arrived, Aarav was already there, seated at a table near the window. He stood as she walked in, his eyes betraying the storm inside him despite the calm of his face.

They sat in silence for a while, the clatter of cups and spoons around them filling the void.

Finally, Meera spoke.

Meera (hesitant, almost whispering): “We can’t keep living like this—caught between what we feel and what we owe. It’s… tearing me apart.”

Aarav’s fingers curled around his coffee mug. He stared at the steam, then looked at her.

Aarav (softly): “I know. I feel the same. I’ve tried to bury it, Meera. But every time I see you, every time I even think of you… it’s there. Alive. Unshakable.”

Her eyes glistened, but she didn’t look away.

Meera: “And yet… we’re married. We have children. Families who love us. How do we reconcile this, Aarav? How do we hold both truths in our hearts?”


The Confusion

The silence that followed was heavy, almost unbearable.

For the first time, everything lay between them—naked, unhidden. No professional mask, no polite excuses, no half-truths.

Just raw emotion.

Aarav (voice low, almost breaking): “Maybe what we share was never meant to be lived out loud. Maybe it’s meant to exist only here—in these stolen moments, in the unspoken spaces. Not every bond needs a name. Not every feeling needs a future.”

Meera closed her eyes, her throat tightening. A single tear slipped down, but she quickly brushed it away.

Meera (whispering): “But if we try to ignore it, it will still live inside us. That’s what scares me.”

Their eyes met—aching, searching, desperate.

For the first time, neither of them had an answer.


The Unfinished Decision

They didn’t touch. They didn’t lean across the table. But the intensity in the air was undeniable.

Two married souls, bound by love elsewhere, yet bound to each other by something neither could erase.

As they sat there, surrounded by strangers sipping coffee, they realized that coming to a conclusion would not be simple.

Because sometimes, the heart’s truth defied conclusion.

And in that moment, they both understood:
The real question wasn’t whether they should part.
The question was whether they could.

 

 

Chapter 13: The Middle Path

The café grew quieter as the evening crowd thinned. Meera stirred her chai absently, her mind tangled in the words they had just spoken. Across from her, Aarav leaned back, his face calm on the surface but his eyes betraying exhaustion—exhaustion from weeks of fighting what both of them knew was inevitable: the bond they shared.

For a long time, they sat in silence. Then Meera finally broke it.

Meera (softly): “Maybe we’ve been asking the wrong question, Aarav. It’s not about whether we should erase this… because clearly, we can’t. It’s about how we carry it.”

Aarav’s gaze lifted, steady on hers.

Aarav: “Carry it… without letting it break everything else?”

She nodded, her fingers tightening around her cup.

Meera: “Yes. We don’t need to define it. We don’t need to name it. But we can keep it… here. Safe. In this space. We stay in touch. We talk. We laugh. But we don’t cross the lines that protect our families. That way, we don’t lose what we already have—and we don’t lose… this.”

Her voice wavered on the last word, but Aarav understood.


The Agreement

He leaned forward, his hands resting on the table.

Aarav (quietly, firmly): “A middle path. Not friends in the usual sense. Not lovers. Something in between. Something that’s just ours.”

Meera’s eyes softened, relief flickering through her sadness.

Meera: “At least this way, there are no lies. No guilt. Just… peace.”

For the first time in weeks, they both breathed easier. Not because the storm had passed, but because they had chosen a way to live with it.


The Peace

When they left the café that night, there was no heaviness in their steps. They didn’t hold hands. They didn’t linger. But there was a quiet assurance between them, a pact sealed not by words but by restraint.

Aarav returned home and hugged his daughter a little tighter. Meera tucked her son into bed and kissed his forehead with steadier hands. Both knew they were carrying something delicate, something that existed outside the walls of their homes—but it no longer felt like betrayal.

It felt like a quiet truth, acknowledged and contained.


The Unspoken Understanding

Days flowed into weeks. They messaged each other sparingly, spoke when work allowed, occasionally met for coffee. And though the air still carried the warmth of something more, it no longer felt like a dangerous temptation.

It felt like companionship—rare, unexplainable, but dignified.

For the first time, both Aarav and Meera found a measure of peace in the very thing that had once unsettled them.

 

 

Chapter 14: The Secret World

It began quietly, almost without intention.
A late-night message after a long day.
A phone call during a traffic jam.
A coffee when neither of them wanted to go home just yet.

Slowly, a rhythm emerged. A world that belonged to no one but them.


A Space Apart

Aarav and Meera never spoke of it openly, never defined it. But they both knew it existed.

It wasn’t their families’ world, filled with responsibilities, routines, and expectations.
It wasn’t their professional world, crowded with colleagues, deadlines, and polite façades.

It was theirs alone.

A small, invisible place built out of shared silences, inside jokes, and confessions too fragile to voice elsewhere.


The Confessions

On one such evening, they sat in their usual corner of a quiet bookstore café, rain pattering against the glass. Aarav closed his sketchbook, setting it aside.

Aarav (gently): “Sometimes I feel like I’ve forgotten who I was before… before marriage, before work swallowed me whole. And then with you, I remember.”

Meera looked at him, her eyes soft.

Meera: “I know. With you, I don’t have to perform. I don’t have to be the perfect wife, or the perfect mother, or the perfect professional. I can just… be.”

Her words trailed into silence, but the quiet between them was full—not empty.


The Peace

They never crossed the lines they had drawn. No stolen touches, no reckless declarations. But within the walls of their secret world, they found something even rarer.

Peace.

It was in the way Aarav listened when Meera spoke of her unfulfilled dreams.
It was in the way Meera laughed at Aarav’s dry jokes, the kind no one else seemed to understand.
It was in the comfort of knowing that, for at least one hour in the chaos of their lives, they were seen. Truly seen.


The Promise in Silence

When it was time to leave, they always walked back into their respective worlds with steady faces and practiced smiles. Their families never suspected, their colleagues never noticed.

But in their hearts, they carried the quiet assurance of their shared sanctuary.

It was not love as the world defined it.
It was not friendship as others practiced it.
It was something unnamed, delicate, and theirs alone.

A secret world—hidden in plain sight.
A world that made them feel alive, even as they honored the lives they had chosen.

And in that paradox, they found their strange, tender peace.

 

 

Chapter 15: Sukoon

Over time, the unnamed bond between Aarav and Meera began to carry its own language.

It wasn’t written in texts or spoken aloud in declarations. It lived in the pauses, the ease of silences, the way one could sense the other’s mood in just a single word.

When Aarav had a rough day at a construction site, he found himself reaching for his phone—not to call his wife, not to complain to a colleague, but to send a single message to Meera: “Long day.”

And she would reply, “Tell me.”

When Meera felt weighed down by endless meetings and the invisible expectations of being everything for everyone, she knew she had one space where she didn’t need to pretend. Aarav would listen, not with solutions, but with a rare, patient stillness that let her breathe.


A Bond Without Name

They never tried to justify it. They never labeled it. In the real world, perhaps it looked wrong, even dangerous. But within their secret world, it felt simple, almost pure.

They weren’t trying to hurt their partners. They weren’t trying to rebel against their marriages. They still loved their families, still returned home every night to the embraces that anchored them.

And yet, in each other, they found something their homes could not give—an unexplainable calm, a gentle refuge, a mirror to their truest selves.


Sukoon

One evening, as they sat quietly in their familiar corner at the bookstore café, Meera smiled faintly, her eyes far away.

Meera (softly): “Do you know what this is for me, Aarav?”

He looked at her, waiting.

Meera (whispering): “Sukoon.”

The word lingered between them like a prayer. Aarav repeated it under his breath, almost reverently.

Aarav: “Yes… Sukoon.”

And in that single word, they both understood everything that could not be explained.


The Message

It might have sounded wrong in the real world, but for them, it was their truth.
They called it Sukoon.

They knew they had each other for all the good times and the bad times.
They did not mean to hurt their partners, but it just happened.
An unexplainable feeling.
A quiet love.

The End.

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